If I could somehow go back and talk with my 20-year old self, I would have a few things to say for sure.
For one, I would say that it is okay to not go to university after I graduate community college, especially for what I am planning on going for. Just having wasted all that time and money for literally nothing. I know I would feel better not having to pay student loans at this point lol.
I would also let my younger self know that even though I may feel far away from God at this point, we will come back and our faith will get stronger. In fact, I would push myself to come back quicker since it would make certain loss to come, so much easier to handle.
Speaking of loss I would push myself to spend more time with certain individuals like my grandma, aunt and even dad. Try to make those relationships work a bit because the regret laid heavy on my heart for a long while, and still does from time to time.
I would tell myself to slow down as well. I have always struggled with the whole rushing through life thing which I feel pushed me to make some bad decisions. Ultimately, I would want myself to enjoy my time as much as possible instead of worrying so much about making as much money as possible, or spit balling a career field to quickly jump into.
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