When it comes to my nervous system, it sometimes feels as though a rabbit were pulling the strings. I jump at most loud noises and assume the worst in most situations. Just like a prey animal in the wild.

In that regard, the unknowns make me the most nervous. Not knowing if those people in the corner of my eye are going to freak out at any second, or whether or not that shadow at night is truly a demonic horror coming to feast on my flesh. Even worse still, the overwhelming fear that everyone I love is going to die at any time of day in some sort of horrific freak accident, or non-accident. My mind can be difficult to deal with at these times for sure.

Also similar to a rabbit, surprisingly I have not let all these overwhelming fears get the best of me yet. With the grace of God, I have been able to evade the worst of this made-up reality my mind has been propagandizing. I feel as though I have grown and gotten stronger over time with each new adversity I have conquered. My reflexes are stronger and my mental fortitude is bricks instead of sticks. Maybe having a rabbit pulling the strings is not such a terrible thing after all.