Relaxation!
For the past couple of weeks, Covid has once again been going through our family, starting with Kolton’s grandma who has been staying at a physical therapy facility for the past couple of months. My mom and niece got it since my mom has been going and visiting Granny, same as my father-in-law. Kolton and I have somehow managed to dodge the sickness, but we have been constantly feeling on the verge of it this entire time. It is even more crucial we do not get sick so Kolton will be able to get his permanent crown sometime in the next week or two, so that has me on edge.
Then constantly feeling as though we are getting the run around with the van as far as it has taken so long to get all the parts in for the transmission. Then we feel as though we have been lied to since none of that work was actually covered under warranty so that is another crap ton of money out of our pockets.
We have not been able to watch our niece due to Covid, so the income has slowed down, it is just truly one thing after another man.
I have found it difficult to eat and sleep with all the physical and mental effects of stress. One good thing is that I have somehow managed to lose about twenty pounds since we have been with Granny which is a blessing for sure, but I would rather it not be due to constantly feeling nauseous, so I do not eat.
I wish I could have more opportunities to relax during the day man. Feeling constantly on edge is unhealthy as all get out.
Through all of this, I am learning to turn more to God first before I start completely losing it which has been my rock throughout this whole ordeal.
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