I will say, transitioning to van living is probably the hardest thing for me.
Not that I do not want to do it, it is literally a whole new way of life, so I understand my own anxieties when it comes to it. The whole conversion process is a whole other monster. Having very little mechanical and building experience, I have felt way over my head this entire time.
The number one thing that has been keeping my head grounded, is prayer. There have been countless nights of being woken up by my fears of the unknowns and God has been right there any and every time I pray for wisdom and a clear mind. My husband has been a rock for me to cling to throughout this whole process. He truly has taken over the majority of the plans himself, of which I am very grateful. If it was me, I would not even know where to start man lol.
As I see myself on this path already, the main thought that keeps me moving forward is the overwhelming sense of peace and freedom we will have when we are finally leaving. The hope and desire of what is yet to come, has been such a dazzling light for me to follow during the darker moments in my mind. All the fun things we want to do and all the cool places to see and write about, this journey has already been one of self-discovery, and I feel like we have not even officially started yet.
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