If I HAD to choose, I would probably re-live fourth grade so when I was 9, I think.
At that time, I was in class with my best friends and my crush, so I felt the most comfortable while at school. This was also back when I began to really succeed in school, making all As and Bs consistently. My teacher Mrs. Thomas was my favorite teacher I think throughout my entire school career as well. She was friendly and when people were going through some tough times, she was always willing to stop what she was doing and listen. She also made learning very fun. My confidence was at an all-time high. This was also the first year I was in choir, so we got to leave class earlier when we had a concert and we even left school a couple of times to sing at nursing homes and during high school basketball games. Because I was getting a bit too big for my britches, this is also the year I was getting into more trouble for talking lol It was worth it though.
This was also back before I lost the family members I miss dearly today, so I would be able to spend time with them once again particularly for holidays.
Otherwise, I would choose to just continue on into the future without going backwards. If me going back would mean I would have to relive everything all over again, I would refuse. Some things are better left in the past even when there are people you very much want to go back and see one more time. I would not be able to handle the traumas and stress all over again.




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